I have a lot to say, but I’m still trying to organize it.

Home from vacation with stepson J in tow.  No job, no insurance and a broken wisdom tooth, which we will end up paying cash to fix.

I’m starting Lithium tonight because this depression is starting to really anger me.  I don’t want to start Lithium, but I’m desperate.

I need to scream very very loudly and for a long time.